So there was once a guy named Jeremy when I was 18. When I was 20, he died in a motorbike accident.
When I was 26 I met a new Jeremy. And now when Im almost 28, he is due to go into hospital for life threatening heart surgery - only a 1% chance of death, but still 1% more than I would like. A chance that it could go wrong and instead of "simple" heart surgery, he may have to have open heart surgery. Its freaking me out. And its 2 months away - I have 2 months of worrying and pushing him away so that I get hurt less if the worst happens.....
